oh boo hoo.

my day got better.

then it went down the gutter.

and then it went to the sewerage.

how i wish i could be a beverage.

drink up, piss out, wait.

i'll still be in the sewerage.

okay.

day was like this

okay > shit > shitter > better > good > SHITTT > okay > SHITTER THAN SHIT OMGWTFBBQ SHITASS.

i got in a muddle with eurica.

honestly i am sorry.

i can't even remember what happen anymore.

i'm sorry.

i know you won't forgive me.

but i am so sorry.

for what i did.

and i don't even know what i did.

Cry count : 5-6 times today. (yesterday?)

1. mom was scolding me *kinda*

2. sis was being mean to me.

3. grandma's prayers on sunday morning. miss her too much.

4. dunno what i did to eurica, i got pissed and broke into tears.

5. talked about the fight.

6. talked again.

7. dotdotcencoredican'ttellsorry.

oh okay. count wrong.

total is 7 times.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I SCREWED UP.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON.

i don't know if i can bowl tomorrow.

all this crying is making my eyes hurt and making me emotional.

i can't believe this is happening.

is sekolah menengah sri sentosa okay? i wanna shift school.

maybe beaconhouse? XD

idk.

i wan't to runaway.

i hope i fall sick

no need go to school

don't want to go to school.

i don't want to cry.

i don't want to live.